Jan 14 '22
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It makes no sense to blame yourself for his actions. The only person responsible for his actions is he himself.
What you should do is pack, go to your parents, break all contact with your ex, and start healing yourself. I suggest therapy too, to guide you back to health.
Good luck, if isn't easy, but you are absolutely worth it. You were lucky, you could have died. Keep your distance from him, as he may still kill you. He will act all nice at first, but then at one point he will decide that you did something and kill you.